Eventually you hit a wall. It's going to happen someday, now matter how hard you try to avoid it. You could wear a helmet through life to lighten the impact, but where is the fun in that? You'd just look stupid all the time anyway.
Well I hit mine. It's called packing. Little do you know I have two suitcases and two carry-on's that I'm allowed to take. So that is what I am doing. I know I should double check and make sure I have everything, but my room looks so clean! I can see the floor for the first time in weeks! I think in all my life I've never been excited to have a clean-ish room, just ask my mom. But it's all said and done, and there is nothing anyone can do about it!
Leaving has been hard. I'm not going to pretend that I don't cry, or that I'm not going to miss anyone... I am. And I'm sad about all the people I didn't get to see. But it'll be ok. I'll see them at Christmas! But to not be able to say good-bye to them, it just makes me sad. That is actually the best word for it, sad.
But now it's time for my adventure. Something that I will never forget, and completely enjoy. I will miss the states, the family, friends, and food. But it'll all be worth it in the end. I'll get to have a new life, with new people, and that is very exciting. I'll experience something that I will never get the chance to do again, I just have to do it. And now that I'm starting my new adventure, hopefully you'll be a part of the world I am hoping to create.
Much love
Caitlin
Anna-Banana
Chipmunk
CAB
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